Life, Love & Loss

by Jay Berndt & The Orphans

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1.
Hilo Burrito is a friend of mine Give him a tennis ball and he'll be fine Wake up early nearly all the time Hilo Burrito is a friend of mine Ruby Doobie is a little bean Hugs & kisses for everyone she sees How could you ever say that she looks mean? Ruby Doobie is a little bean Hush a bye baby now don't you cry Poppa's gonna sing you a little lullaby Ain't no monsters coming for you, still... If the thunder don't get you than the lightning will Miko Chico is a punk you see Cutest little terror that you ever seen Foxy coyote chase the little bean Miko Chico is a punk you see Hush a bye baby now don't you cry Poppa's gonna sing you a little lullaby Ain't no monsters coming for you, still... If the thunder don't get you than the lightning will
2.
Well the welfare streets don't look so bad in the winter time Just a little bit of snow can make any part of Providence Divine Through the wind & sleet the whores turning tricks they feel no shame To get 2 for 9 vials they're so determined not to feel any pain And I know at the time that everything was alright But looking back now I can't believe we survived How's I to know shit could ever get that bad? The warmer weather brings all the insects towards the light We were standing on the porch, singing Motown music all night The neighborhood Romeos serenade the girls with blue pickup lines Well the cops don't even know gunshots from firecrackers in July And I know at the time that everything was alright But looking back now I can't believe we survived How's I to know shit could ever get that bad? My little baby caught the D-Train, never ever coming on back. And I know at the time that everything was alright Looking back now I can't believe we survived I went and gave you everything that I had And you broke my heart and left me in this ghetto feeling bad How was I to know the blues could ever be this sad?
3.
My old man was known as a Motörhead, He had racing blood in his veins. Always had a garage full of hot rods man, He said son we'll get ‘em running one of these days. When I was 8yrs old I helped him rebuild the rear end of a 55' Chevrolet. His two lane blacktop dreams, were never to be, Responsibilities would get in the way. And if he ever had a regret, he ain't ever got ‘em running yet. And it always smelled of gasoline, always smelled of gasoline. Always smelled of gasoline when I was growing up. Well the first time I went to the drag races man, I was about ten years old. There was burning rubber in the air, all greasers with their hair, Man you should have seen them go. Well I saw Big Daddy Don Gartlits in the swamp rat, And you know that he was the king. With Shirley Muldowney in the bounty hunter man, And everyone would bow to the queen. And they were like gods to me, As big as Jim Rice or Carl Yastrzemski. And it always smelled of gasoline, always smelled of gasoline. Always smelled of gasoline when I was growing up. There was time when cars were mostly made of metal and we were proud. To spend the weekend with grease under our nails. Making them big block motors real damn loud. Now everything is made of plastic these days, People can’t change their own oil. No not me ... That gasoline ... Brings me back to those days. It was sometime in my 30's man.. When I got that motor bug itch. I bought 64' Ford Galaxie and she promptly broke down in a ditch. Well that 302 engine stills sits in my garage and you know it’s collecting dust. No time & no money, just like my old man's dreams ... Well they fell to shit in a pile of rust. And you know I’ll always regret, that I still ain't got her running yet.
4.
Well the sun was high & the earth was dry The only water falling was from our eyes And the winds came and carried all hope away Well the bank took all the land away And their ain't no place for us to stay So we're heading for that promised land Just trying to provide a life for my family With some pride & dignity Can’t you see Now we're on our way to California Where all our dreams are sure to come true Well you live your life in a paradise The milk & honey flow up past your eyes And it's true... California Here I Come Well you live your life in a paradise The milk & honey flow up past your eyes Live your life in a paradise The milk & honey flow up past your eyes And it's true... California Here I Come
5.
I've been searching for a reason Damn near all my life and I never did find A single shred of any evidence Of a loving higher power above us all to clearly guide... But I want this God to put His hand out (to feel like) I want this God to speak to me and show His face (to feel like) Why can't I just believe and Feel Like You Do Wish I could believe like the pious do I recall the very first time I heard Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band And it really kinda blew my mind It was something pure & true like from a dream I had always known And I learned to play with a passion (to feel like) Through the music I found I could confess all my sins (to feel like) Music just makes me … Music makes me feel like I could believe in you I use to hide from the outside Ain't nobody know me then I won't know pain And when it felt that life had got too hard I just couldn't concede when old Stevie told me to go have a talk with God I took all them drugs to dull the senses (to feel like) I made an idol of my fear and called it God. (to feel like) Why can't I just believe and feel like you do... Music makes me feel like I could believe in you
6.
Christ, I wish I could take back just what I said Lord only knows what was going through my head I wanna high tail and be leaving Since I've torn it all apart I need to stay right here & mend your broken heart All you needed was some security Now I've broken all the bonds we have made I wanna high tail and be leaving Since I've torn it all apart I need to stay right here & mend your broken heart I'll make you see, you'll be safe here in my arms I'll make you see, you'll be safe from any harm There’ll be no more threats of leaving We'll go back to the start Stay right here & mend your broken heart
7.
Let us float on down with the slipstream, let the water wash away all impurities. Pay no mind the destination, with our hands entwined everything will be just fine. And if the world should ever end, could mankind begin again? Well I don’t know how, well I don’t know how. The wretchedness of humanity will bring the ruin of all we see. Well I don’t know how, Well I don’t know how. Feels like it’s more than I can take, and this world makes my heart break. Feels like it’s more than I can take, as long as I have you we’re gonna make it somehow. Baby, baby please I know we’ll make it somehow. Baby, baby please … Fly away from the lights of the city, Forever gaze upon the beauty of the infinite stars. And you can chase them fireflies so pretty, Our love nobody could ever deny. I will fight for you till the end of time. And it feels like the world is gonna end, Will there be hope for our fellow man? Well I don’t know how, Well I don’t know how. The wretchedness of humanity will bring the ruin of all we see. Well I don’t know now, Well I don’t know now. Feels like it’s more than I can take, and this world makes my heart break. Feels like it’s more than I can take, as long as I have you. Round and round the world it spins, Will this madness ever come to an end, ever end? Round and round the world it goes, Will it stop now no one seems to know, seems to know …
8.
Sweet Marie 03:39
Marie always wanted to be a dancer Just like all little girls growing up do She had those Broadway lights shining in her eyes But couldn't get the shit off her shoes So she went to state college but didn't get far Ended up working in some chain restaurant bar She always came home reeking of food and despair And regret of never reaching for the stars And something inside of her just kind of died She didn't sparkle like she used to do Complacency over took her dreams And I always felt sorry for you Me I always wanted to be John Lennon If I could write a song half as good as Nowhere Man Well most of them were shit but I kept trying As the singer in a rock n roll band Being sentimental I bought Marie a ring I thought that was what you were supposed to do Man we were so damn young... We had barely graduated from high school And I knew that dream it just wasn't mine A house, a wife and kids just wasn't me So I signed my name on that record contract, man And I never saw Marie again... Don't give up, little Sweet Marie You're only young once and it'll never ever come back again. You’re only young once and it’ll never come back .. And I knew that dream it just wasn't mine, A house, a wife and kids just wasn't me So I signed my name on that record contract, man, And I never saw Marie again...
9.
I've always been a rock & roller I've been a rebel all my life Ain't got need for no authority, find a job, settle down and get a goddam wife. But you just came along now baby You turned my world upside down You got me spinning baby up, down, turnaround, proposing with one knee upon the ground Contrary to the things that we were always told We all know the streets ain't even paved with no gold I'd be the richest man that anyone could know As Long As I Have You, As Long As I Have You, As Long As I Have You. Well people told me I was a preacher Believed I could reveal the way Just looking back upon those half grown, naive words My sermons ain't got much to say And you came along now baby You burned my soapbox to the ground You revealed I need to be a man of my word Stop hiding 'neath the makeup of a clown Contrary to the things that we were always told We all know the streets ain't even paved with no gold I'd be the richest man that anyone could know As Long As I Have You, As Long As I Have You, As Long As I Have You. You need never have to worry, You need never be sad Just look upon all the good times mama, You & me ever did have I'll never give you on up and mama that ain't no lie Because I'm gonna love you mama till the god damn day that I die. Contrary to the things that we were always told We all know the streets ain't even paved with no gold I'd be the richest man that anyone could know As Long As I Have You, As Long As I Have You, As Long As I Have You.
10.
Blunt sharp and stinging Was the blow to my head No insult was spoken No words ever said And if I sought vengeance From my wrath you can't hide You better run, fast as you can You better run, fast as you can You better run, fast as you can You can't ever escape the truth I'll never be like all the other ones I just can't stand this Don't know how much I can take To endure this torture You know that surely I'll break And if I sought vengeance From my wrath you can't hide You better run, fast as you can You better run, fast as you can You better run, fast as you can You can't ever escape the truth I'll never be like all the other ones Don't wanna be like all the other ones I'd rather be some kind of freak instead of you I'll never be like all the other ones I'd rather be some kind of freak instead of you

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released December 1, 2018

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Jay Berndt Providence, Rhode Island

Jay Berndt began his career as the singer for 90's metal band Kilgore (Smudge). Over the last 15 years, he has been writing and performing country/rock/blues/garage/roots music in The Revival Preachers, The Brimstone Assembly, as a solo artist and now backed by the rock-n-soul power of The Orphans. They released "Life, Love & Loss" in 2018 and is their first full length release. ... more

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